i trust
i crushed
i destroyed
i came back
i grew up


omgosh..
i believe them..
batch 8 seriously rocks....
watching the video brought back forgotten memories...
and it made me look back..
how much of a childish person a was...
it was touching..
couldve cried but my brother there lah!
cant cry with him looking at me! =.=
haha ok...


*quote*

ku hendak menjadi seorang peneroka.
ku tidak ingin memusnahkan kehidupan sesiapa lagi.
ku tahu bahawa kadang kala, ku telah mencetus perasaan orang yang disayangi ku,
dan ku hanya ingin meminta maaf.


grr, my malay very... =.=
N.C.  N.C.
ok i try again...


ku hendak menjadi seorang penunjuk
karena ku tahu bahawa ku boleh jika ku cuba.
ku ingin menjadi seorang pemimpin.
karena ku tahu, inilah kekuatan ku.

ku berjanji kepada diriku,
ku tidak akan menghina sesiapa
selagi mereka tidak melakukan apa-apa yang akan mencetus fikiran/perasaan ku.
ku akan cuba sedaya-upaya untuk melaksanakan janji ku kepada diriku sendiri.

ok, not bad for a C+ student. lol
i wanna show you this conv,
wait ah...

me: told my (i nvr knew) true (super duper true) bestfriend whats wrong.

her reply:
"Why didn't you tell us earlier? Especially me. Anyway, you should know that no matter what, we'll stick by you. If the others dont, i will." ...... and so on and so forth.

then another one,

me: same thing lah cos something pushed me alot.

someone:
(not from word to word cos i forgot lah.. haha. only what i recall)
issit worth it to ____________ (fill in yourself lah) ? and why must you be ______(fill in the blanks) when you know there are people like ______&______&_____&_____....(fill in the blanks) to back you up cos ______&______&_____&_____....(fill in the blanks) know who's to ________(fill in the blanks) ?!
(then got somemore ah but i dunno how to put it into proper sentences. lol!)

ok so point:
vulnerability is such a  pain in the neck.. haha!
yea, after being coucilled by some (ok fine ALOT of) people,
i know how to overcome vulnerability! wooh!
thanx to Nat for making my first try a successful one!
(bet you he dunno what i talking about!)

lalalalalalalalalala.
oh and i made my parents feel super worried..
haha
cos when i came back,
face was super duper uber red. LOL

ok cant blog, my parents home. lol
byeee
(i love cun saja-sleeq! haha!)

goshhhhhhh!

i got only 'fe' things to say...

- i think talking/smsong to someone older than you is fun! XD

- i get inspired by people super duper too easily... =.=

- i hate being control by parents sometimes... feels sooo... err... no freedom? idk..

- i feel sooo.. errr... empty now.

- i realise that some people dont know how to cheer others up.. just a hand full knows how to...

- i think/know that i'm so different nowadays..

- i found a new sms-ing buddy cos this person always got alot of subjects to talk about. LOL! :)

- i wanna make a promise to myself to beat SOME people in my life for exams. haha

- i hate romantic stories cos they're romantic. but i love them cos they're romantic. (try to understand! haha)

- i KNOW this week was fun! except for thursday.. MIN-t didn't come... X(

- i just realised min teck took off braces! OMGOSHHHHHH! HAHA!

- i had THE weirdest dream that lasted only a few sentences... X)

- i cant cry most of the time now cos my eyes got used to me resisting to cry ALOT these past few weeks...

ok.. i forgot wat else i wanted to write... haha!
byeee