Shoot for the moon, if you miss you'll land amongst the stars

u know?
i tink rite,
my life rite,
if i goes up,
its like an endless mountain hike.
but if it goes down,
it like a bottomless pit lah! haha!

SATURDAYYYYY!
i hated it!
LOL!
i like only afternoon part lah.. haha
met alot of my cousins!
abg yan nvr come! sedih sey!

i was bored lah begining..
my couisns all SS (Shiok Sendiri)
so i chatted with hadi..
play with his twin sisters!
they are sooooooo kiut!
but they cant stop asking me
(of all people)
to carry them! haha!

shaz came and everyone started to gather around to chat..
break fast was freaking funny!
1 of my niece kept coming in and out of our room...
then we were,
"what you want? you wanna eat??"
she mumbled to herself... =.=""
so shaz began eating her corn..
then she came closer and closer to her!
haha!
i say lah,
"ALAMAK! COME HERE JUST FOR CORN!!!!"
LOL!

ok overall i loved meeting cousins...
oh and i hate misplacing my hp! haha
misplace only,
whole house KECOH! HAHA!

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SUNDAYYYYY!!
ok lah ehk?
so,ething ruined it
but dont wanna elaborate...
went out with GUYS!
cos invited girls but they couldn't make it..
sad lahh...

so went with these people:
Bronson
Wen Jun
Dao Yi
Arshad
Jian hui
Hui Jia
Wei Jia
Jing Wen
Ko
Jiong Hong
Wei Da
Jeannette
Juliana
Valerie
Nuriz
Shi Hsiang
Shazli
and many more?

wanted to go cycle..
then it rained..
that was ok lah..
until it rained HEAVILY! =.=""
so went to vivo for fun!
some said,
"amira very scary you know!
you'll nvr know when she takes pictures!!"
LOL!

AND
the same person said behind my back,
(literally behind my back)
"these two package one!
if one comes, the other also come!"
i gave him the =.=""""""" face

so in the end,
we walked everywhere..
saw a few drummers..
spent the best 15mins of the day
watching those cute drummers.

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TODAY!!!!
i love today!
but ms koh made me irritated.. grrr...
haha!
she wont gimme back teddy!!!
had to beg ALOT! lol!

spent some 'special quality time' with the girls.
its so funnnn!
we talked bout...
crushes
monkey love
real love
our pasts
boys
and loads more girl stuff!!! haha!
isha was funniest! she wont spill her thought till we made her stressed!
LOL
*guess wat? i we talked bout you tooo*

soncert was.. erm.. ok lah kan..
i like ifah!
she sang my once fav song!!! haha
after that, went to call ms koh again to get teddy.
TEDDY IS BACKKKKKKKKK!!!!! LOL

went back to tkps wif wenbao...
ok lah kan..
EVERYONE CHANGED ALOTTTT! haha!

Terrence was super thin! freak sey!

Kun Ze (once in basket ball) IS IN ART CLUB?!?!

Amanda grew ALOT! her voice changed tooo!!!

Wai Kit was super duper tall!

Deon is a joker *as per normal*

Nymas went crazy with Yasmin!

then got somemore but i forgot! haha!
today was TOO HOT!
today had TOO MANY PEOPLE!
yasmin, please get the clue ok?? haha!

yasmin and i went crazy over people!
we were like judging people lahhhhh!
haha!
oh and disturbing Shanoor was fun! LOL!

arg, i forgot wat i wanted to say..
nvm, i write in another post! haha!
byeeeeeeeeee

i got alot to say today..
actually msges...

to A,
thanx..
i was freaking pissed and u tried to make me happier..
it really worked! haha


to S,
your words are.. unexpected.
too bad u dont read my blog...
but still thanx,
you too made me happier!

i cant take my life anymore..
no privacy,
no freedom,
no equality....

my msges, pictures, and more in my phone..
everything always get revealed..
you try,
YOU OWN BLOODY PARENTS
INVADE YOUR PRIVACY BY TAKING YOUR PHONE
WITHOUT YOU KNOWING
 AND EXPLORING IT!
every single thing in your phone
aren't private anymore...
plus,
watever you do,
you get blackmailed by them also..
you talk back,
they'll accuse your friends for teaching you..

if you follow your parents,
they'll say dont befriend malays..
befriend chinese better...
now, they accuse you of stupid stuff,
you explain yourself
and they say due to the fact u befriend chinese,
your attitude become worst..
so inconclusion,
THEY'RE ASKING YOU NOT TO BEFRIEND CHINESE AND MALAYS!
(ps, our school ONLY got malays and chinese.)
so they're saying dont befriend anyone to me lah!
bloody.....

they also say,
my attitude towards them bad
cos i always go out late..
have it occured to them,
being home is such freaking torture????
also have i occured to them
that maybe i got something on in school
UNLIKE MY FREAKINGLY FREE N-LEVEL TAKING SISTER?!?!?!
wat they want??
wanna know every minute, where am i and with who issit?????

no equality..
dont get me started lah!
so freaking biased towards my brother
just because he second class!
wth lah???
see ah...

when it comes to hp,
older sis: primary 5 get
me : LATE SEC 1 get
lil bro: PRIMARY 3 GET!!!!!!!!!!

when it comes to computer,
older sis: 5-7 times a week use for few hours
me: 4-6 time a week use for few hour
lil bro: EVERYDAY, morning  till afternoon, evening to night...

when it come to elctronic devices (psp, mps, watever others)
older sis: mp3 sec 2?
me: nvr gotten except hp
lil bro: PSP PRIMARY 4-5 *around there*

damn lah...
this is what they call being treated equally???
ya rite lah!
got scolded for being vulgar..
they think my sis nvr say vulgar ah??
she speak vulgar with cousins also they dunno!
my lil bro,
invite friends,
say do hw,
end up saying stupid idiotic words out loud
plus speak to each other like they were 10m away when they're just beside each other!
somemore when ask, "hw done?'
his ans, "havent. got some dunno how to do."
THEIR HEAD LAH!
ONE OF HIS FRIEND FIRST CLASS SOMEMORE!
efffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.............................................

freaking and no ones knows it....

ENGLISH VERSION OF TONG HUA!!

Forgot how long it's been
since I last heard you
telling me 'bout your fav'rite story
thought for a long time,
began to worry.
Is it me who did something wrong?


You cried and said to me
that fairytales are all just lies.
I couldn't be your fairytale prince.
but you don't understand
since you gave me your hands
stars in my sky began to shine.


I'm willing to change into
The angel in those fairy tales
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.


You cried and said to me
that fairytales are all just lies.
I couldn't be your fairytale prince.
but you don't understand
since you gave me your hands
stars in my sky began to shine.


I want to be your fantasy
The angel that you used to love.
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.


I wish to be your fantasy.
The angel that you used to love.
Just turn my arms into wings and hold you near.
You must believe, believe that we will be like a fairytale,
ending with happiness and love.

know what?
i'm begining to love fridays! haha!
dunno why lah actually..
but lets see first.

i hate ms koh rite now!
i oxe her like 100 ace learning questions!
90% correct somemore!
wth??
i got stomach ache,
i hold to teddy
then lie on table..
she saw,
she ask me for it,
then say i owe her the questions..
i ask wat i do
then she say i harrest teddy..
WTH... =.=

spent whole friday doing maths sey!
ok except for pe.
if she took pe,
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i like pe!
i finally can hit the ball atleast 4 times!
LOL!
eh good enough for me! hehe!

after school,
went bedok..
went for fun lah..
I BOUGHT EARPIECE!!!
i got blue and pink ones!
very nice! haha!
can listen to music already!

went back,
munn and min went somewhere else...
i and jing wen had to go up and down
from class to G.O.
for about 3 times sey! grrrrrrr.......
that aunty lah,
make us go here and there...
long story,
dont ask!

then got sjab training..
ok lah..
begining already, i got scared sia!
cpr was actually ok...
was nervous at first cos the guys took a long time..
then i was third to go cos i wanted to go.
did ok i guess...
when it was the cadets' turn,
i was freaking out sia!
scared they forget!!!
and hey really did! haha!
cute little people!

now all thats left is to wait for real exam!
practical is scary!!!!!!!
try it and you'll know!
who knows what questions will come out from examiners!
ahhh......

after that went out to break fast.
told my mom i'll be home late anyways.
she didn't scold!
she said as long as when break fast,
i eat or drink can already.
surprised sia!
haha

went to macs.
otw there, talked to the npcc ppl..
shi hsiang was called a good boy by some aunty!!!
wth??
shi hsiang crazy lah.. haha!
at macs, only ate mcflurry..
ko and arshad dont believe i can survive by eating only that!
bron agree then they believe!
=.="""
talked alot lahh! haha!
ko was busy talking while playing psp WHILE being bulied by ME!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

*oh oh oh,
min!
i saw hakim lah i think.
i dont tink its hadi..
hadi not that you know! haha!
actually not sure lah! haha!*
ok shush! secret!

ok lah,
later gonna take earpiece and go grand's house.
gonna do atleast.. erm....
20 acelearning questions first lah! haha!
bye!!!

i think everyday seem to get sort of better? haha
except for the homeworks lah....
morning,
i got irritated by dunno who..
i wanted to sleep in the bus but got someone starring at me...
stressed sia! haha!


so me and yasmin slept in class for like 30mins or so.. haha
lenyak sey tidor!
whole day long i played with bear bear!
haha..
ok teddy is different from bear bear!
bear bear is super small! haha!
took alot of picts of bear bear in class!
yasmin and hazel and jing wen also took picts with it!
*sorry, i like deprived childhood sia! haha!*


maths was ok,
geog.. erm.. wat did we do again??
haha
i like poa!
i was actually awake for whole 3 periods!!!!
then teacher gave us 15 mins break!
he said min 20 mins sey! haha!
cos of some ppl, the time was cut shorter...


mother tongue was funn!
shall not elaborate much here!
we played truth or dare!
haha!
go other blog to find out more ok? haha!
yasmin, munn and me spent lunch in library..
we read books! haha!
imagine,
AMIRA'S READING BOOKS!
MALAY BOOKS! LOL!!!!!
plus i read and read till the last chapters..
there was this guy who's name is arshad!!!! haha!!!!
yasmin gave me the omgosh face! haha!


chem was grr....
made me angry sia!
tot got like distinction,
then i fail lah! haha!
nvm,
that wasn't the bad part lah...
someone made me angry lah actually..
but, watever! haha!
english was super chaotic!!
the relief teacher dunno how to control the class!
then our volume was super high!
then min jie did something which crossed Lucas's line..
Lucas shouted at him but he didn't care...
we were all shocked lah!
but atleast we got some silence at last!
*mj kind of sucks lah kan?*
seriously!


ok after school,
i dunno where jing wen went..
so had to do the checklist myself..
went sickbay and did everything silently..
then someone very kind!
someone came and helped me do the checklist till i finished...


while doing so Mr Sari came..
we chatted then he asked why am i doing this..
i said sjab and stuff lah..
then he go say,
"ohh, you sjab ah? oh so he boys brigade lah.. ohhhhh...."
BOYS BRIGADE?!
OUR SCHOOL GOT BOYS BRIGADE?????????
LOL!!!
very funn sey


went tampines after that..
went just to buy foolscap...
retarded, i know! haha!!!
then walk walk around T1 for fun.
someone wanted to find something but nvr tell me wat..
so three of us were like some random people
walking randomly anywhere and everywhere...


bedok library was next..
waste time lah before break fast.
i hate handphones rite now..
earpiece having problems..
could only hear from one side.. wth?
ok gtg.. wanno do something..
(ps, i still havent done something for someone! haha!
not gonna do it!)

*SCREAMS REALLY LOUD!*
its finally August!! haha
today was fun!
well the later part atleast! haha
*gah, have a stupid song in my mind*


in the morning,
we all were revising for chem...
i got bored eventually..
so teddy read the notes for me! LITERALLY TEDDY!
haha!
i took pict of him reading the notes..
wanna see???



















chem test was horribly done to me...
maths was.. erm...
i forgot..
but i took more picts! haha!
geography was ok lah....
just copy corrections for wkbk..


recess i cant remember.
english was watever.
eMaths was as for usual,
physics was a bore
MT waswatever...
miss dee and miss emm didn't come
so got free periods ah...
played with teddy! HAHA!
everyone keep saying they cant see teddy's eyes...
then keep disturbing its fur! haha!


lunch was superrrrrr!
went to call teacher and stuff...
then went to disturb arshad and sharif and some others..
they did something stupid!
funny lah but stupid....
dont talk bout it lah! haha!


then i and jing wen very wth..
we know teacher nvr come,
the relief techer already there,
then we just went out of class to toilet..
haha!
teacher nvr see us sey! wth?
jing wen is freaking daring lahh!
thats why i love her! haha!


after school,
had SOOOO MUCHHHHH FUNNNNN doing checklist..
i go do with yasmin ah...
cos dunno where weijia was...
weijia did some with jane while others me and yasmin did...
I FORGOT TO CHECK G.O.!!!!
shoot..
then weijia and jane had to go..
si they went and me and yasmin continued checking...


done, we went out with....
KO, ARSHAD AND MAGNETTE!
haha!
nothing better to do!
like yasmin said,
we explored many places just to find a playground! haha!
because i was craving to find swing.. haha
but didnt find..


had so so so so so much fun today!
happy second month yea? haha!
teddy is finally back to original owner atlast!
miss himm! i go find bear bear to sleep with lah!
haha!


ok so talked alot with yasmin and arshad to day..
ko and jeannette left first btw..
we went to bedok library after playground...
yasmin read books,
i played some stupid song games with arshad..
we talked talked..
then i found out SOMEONE was listening to us! haha!
HINT HINT TO MINNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!


went home and met mr teo C.M. in bus..
we talked alot!
plus plus plus he *never* found out anything
and our conversation *never happened*! haha!


oh and i owe yasmin FIFTY push ups!!
i cant do standard so watever lah!
shoot lah!
try fasting while doing 50 push ups!
grr....
stupid siaaa.......


nvm, got checklist to do AGAIN..
grr...
one more after this and i'm finally done!
gosh this is taking a long time!


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guess wat happened to me during tuition??
i was eating biscuits for break fast at tuition..
then teacher asked me a question.. maths lah..
i answered then continue eating lah..
then he suddenly say,
"eh she very cute leh answer while eatin the biscuit!"
then the boys talk talk then suddenly say i look like chinese??
i went =.=""""" sia!