Wednesday, August 12, 2009
yesterday sucks..
life sucks...
today sucked too...
ask isha...
wont really write everything here lah..
no mood...
ok first up,
i wanna tell you something,
i promised someone not to msg you..
unless you msg me.. haha!
cos i'm not in a good mood..
so i said,
"hey make sure i dont msg *fill in the blanks* till tomorrow ok?"
and she said,
"ok!"
so amira,
do not msg *fill in the blanks*!
today morning sucked..
SOMEONE went first...
so emo-ed my way to school..
seriously felt like crying..
butttttttttt
i read my book instead....
it took my mind off reality..
until one part of the book... grr..
reached school
i saw like,
seated up straight,
concentrated on malay project,
ignoring everyone and anyone,
kept blasting music also....
stressed lahhh....
managed to do alot of jawi stuff...
got scolded by isha for doing more than
what i was supposed to do... haha
common test was.. wth?!
the answers are all the same,
its just that they put it in a different order?!
i just anyhow lah...
got no mood anyways..
oh oh oh,
THANX GIRLSSSS!
I LOVE YOU ALL LIKE ALOT LAHH!
i got like THE best friends ever lah can??
isha told me,
by the way i sat
and did things,
they knew something was on my mind...
so they were like trying their best to cheer me up...
isha managed to prevent me from emoing... haha!
maths sucked as for usual,
geog was.. erm... undescribable..
*ps, i hate my keyboard*
ok random...
back to topic,
spent both recess and lunch doing MALAY!
english, free period again..
then maths again..
physics... FINALLY WE WEREN'T THAT INSULTED!
mother tongue was best period today! haha!
its just funn going for mother tongue nowadays...
ss was taken over by maths....
went home late lah..was doing some stuffs...not to be mentioned here...missed like 2 buses lahhh!COS OF SOMEBODY!*hint to YASMIN!*came home,strained muscles for awhile..pathetic rite? i know...to bron & sjab ppl:i'm so sorry lahbut i really cant make it this saturday!so please stop forcing me ok?!you know how much scolding i'll get just by saying,"mom i got PD this saturday..can i not fllow you all??"i've canceled on my family alot of times..and for once,the WHOLE family can go out together...its not everyday i get to spend time with them ok?!so i'm sorry,but guess you all have to find another person....to my friends:my moodswings are terrible!i know!sorry lahh..got alot going on now lah...the only place i can let out is school...cant type here cos some people will read...so yea...and thanks btwfor cheering me up..tomorrow,i wont emo ok?! haha!to you:just know,that i'll always be here beside you..now is not the time to think of poly/jc...the future IS woth worrying,but the present is here for usto live it to the fullest..so dont think too much ok?!if you ever feel sad,just talk to me ok?!I'M ALWAYS AVAILABLE TO TALK TO!!!!life doesn't go the way we want it to...but life goes the way its supposed to...like it or not,our paths weere crossed because of life...so dont give up easily!you are perfect just they way you are....to me:can you like shut up?you think too much lahh!*thats what others say! haha*mustn't emooooooooo!oh oh oh,and you broke like....3 out of 6 rulessss!grr...wanna set new ones....brb,i need to go tuiton!byee____________________________________________________________________ryan didn't come!!!!unfair....but the new teacher was fun! haha!saufi's irritating..the other guys were flirtingthe girls went ???and Ahmad was like the only 'good' boy lah can?! oh and and and,the guys will only turn to say this,"eh amira, how to do ah?"or"eh you express rite? how to do ah?"but saufi only says this,"eh she not express lah! she special!"all i did was give them this face >>> =.="""
one of the reasons i like you...
is not because you're smart...
one of them is that,
i love you for being yourself...
i fell so hard,
i didn't know what hit me...
then i opened my eyes
and saw you and only you...
all i want you to know now is...
roses are red,
violets are blue
my love to you,
will always be true.
you light up my life
you made me shine...
i'll never leave you
cos you're still mine...
remember,if you need to talk,i'm only a heartbeat away.
unwritten! atWednesday, August 12, 2009