today very tiring..
and i did stupid stuffs...
angry siaa cos of parade..
grr

firstly,
morning,
walked from outside bus stop,
to front gate bus stop
and to school
all thanx to yasmin!

changed to full u,
prepared for parade...
gave the squad water break..
BUT,
i didn't go for it instead....
grr....
amira's dumb..

so during parade,
fell out three-quarter way....
fish lahhh
cant take it...
went back sjab room...

*you know what they all say???
after i fall out,
you command not as good...
=.=""" *

went to 'talk talk'...
got lectured again as for usual..
couldn't change to school u..
cosssssss
jane foo didn't bring school u!
she brought pt kit..
then cant wear white for some reason....

so ya,
walked around in full u..
irritating lahhh...
people kept looking..
plus wanted to be un-noticable...
but, when i reached in class,
one by one they shouted,
"HI AMIRA! YOU'RE BACK?!"
=.="""

then rite,
i realised,
i brought teddy for no reason
cos SOMEONE dont wanna take it...
in class,
we were kind of quiet...
the girls kept saying,
"amira dont emo."
and
"amira why u angry?"
and ofcourse,
"yasmin, why you bully amira?
see lah, now she angry then emo!"
LOLs

after school,
went to see jingwen perform..
she auditioned for teachers' day siaa!
with the ncc guys ah...
they got low chance of getting in lah can?
haha!
have you seen them?
then jing wen agrees! lol!
(should see faris dance!!
and raymond also!!
compare difference! LOL)

went around tamp just to find a place to eat!
then give up.
so went to buy foolscap then home..
freaking tired for some reason..
yasmin too...
jing wen was still high..

talked alot with jingwen..
she said:
forget bout what i'm thinking rite now,
dont think to much,
talk to you if i need to
and just move on..
but she especially said,
"dont follow like me.
*fill in the blanks* is a good guy"
so ya,
was touched lah...

something happened today...
not to me lahh!
grr.. so sad lah...

now i'm bored...
you're not online...
i wanna tell you the something..
maybe next time ah..
face-to-face then better
easier to story it! haha
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lyrics to describe:

my past:
i've always been the kind of girl
that hid my face
so afraid to tell the world
what i've got to say

my present:
this is real,
this is me
i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be now.
...
no more hiding who i wanna be..
this is me...

you:
He is sensible and so incredible
and all my single friends are jealous
he says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
....

how i feel:
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
...

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
...
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better





















(note to self:
find more songs..
update self on new songs)
lol