i got alot to say today..
actually msges...

to A,
thanx..
i was freaking pissed and u tried to make me happier..
it really worked! haha


to S,
your words are.. unexpected.
too bad u dont read my blog...
but still thanx,
you too made me happier!

i cant take my life anymore..
no privacy,
no freedom,
no equality....

my msges, pictures, and more in my phone..
everything always get revealed..
you try,
YOU OWN BLOODY PARENTS
INVADE YOUR PRIVACY BY TAKING YOUR PHONE
WITHOUT YOU KNOWING
 AND EXPLORING IT!
every single thing in your phone
aren't private anymore...
plus,
watever you do,
you get blackmailed by them also..
you talk back,
they'll accuse your friends for teaching you..

if you follow your parents,
they'll say dont befriend malays..
befriend chinese better...
now, they accuse you of stupid stuff,
you explain yourself
and they say due to the fact u befriend chinese,
your attitude become worst..
so inconclusion,
THEY'RE ASKING YOU NOT TO BEFRIEND CHINESE AND MALAYS!
(ps, our school ONLY got malays and chinese.)
so they're saying dont befriend anyone to me lah!
bloody.....

they also say,
my attitude towards them bad
cos i always go out late..
have it occured to them,
being home is such freaking torture????
also have i occured to them
that maybe i got something on in school
UNLIKE MY FREAKINGLY FREE N-LEVEL TAKING SISTER?!?!?!
wat they want??
wanna know every minute, where am i and with who issit?????

no equality..
dont get me started lah!
so freaking biased towards my brother
just because he second class!
wth lah???
see ah...

when it comes to hp,
older sis: primary 5 get
me : LATE SEC 1 get
lil bro: PRIMARY 3 GET!!!!!!!!!!

when it comes to computer,
older sis: 5-7 times a week use for few hours
me: 4-6 time a week use for few hour
lil bro: EVERYDAY, morning  till afternoon, evening to night...

when it come to elctronic devices (psp, mps, watever others)
older sis: mp3 sec 2?
me: nvr gotten except hp
lil bro: PSP PRIMARY 4-5 *around there*

damn lah...
this is what they call being treated equally???
ya rite lah!
got scolded for being vulgar..
they think my sis nvr say vulgar ah??
she speak vulgar with cousins also they dunno!
my lil bro,
invite friends,
say do hw,
end up saying stupid idiotic words out loud
plus speak to each other like they were 10m away when they're just beside each other!
somemore when ask, "hw done?'
his ans, "havent. got some dunno how to do."
THEIR HEAD LAH!
ONE OF HIS FRIEND FIRST CLASS SOMEMORE!
efffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.............................................

freaking and no ones knows it....