Wednesday, August 5, 2009
i finally know whats wrong with the date!
*i didn't change it in singapore...*
dotzz.....
today was wow lahh...
fianlly came back school...
people were like,
"mira, you're back?"
OR,
"MIRA!! YOU'RE BACKKK!!"
*hint to munn and minn*
sense of belonging lahh can??
lol!
common test, did anyhow..
as long as i write workings on the paper,
its ok for me! haha
better than blank seyy!
maths was a boreee...
she gave alot of hw!
wanna ask her if i could pass up later ah...
come on lah!
got like.... 5maths hw?!
i only started on it on tuesday nite!
thats when i could actually write lahh!
the rest of the days were spent shivering in bed.. grr....
geography, got scolded..
blah blah blah...
not my prob..
english need to do essay on something
that i dont even understand
cos no 1 told me....
maths again blah blah...
physics!!!
wahh we got some graph test...
then afifah and i went ???....
then she say,
nvm, u do this test first,
if need, i give you 2 retest..
phew!
mother tongue as per usual..
ss as per usual too....
we had surprise oral..
no 1 informed us lahh...
so just said alot of crap...
then the teacher suddenly said,
"ok, thats an unexpected story"
and she laughed and laughed
waited for yasmin
while doing hw alittle also...
she come down at like 5.30++!!!
=.=""
ok now i really wanna scream something,
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM US?
FIRST YOU WANT US IN FULL U
BY 6.15AM
NOW YOU WANT US TO BRING FULL U
FOR TRAINING ALSO?!
YOU WANNA CHECK OUR UNIFORM HOW MANY TIMES?
PLUS I'M NOT DOING MY JOB COS I SICK LAH!
I COME LATE COS I'M ON MC!
I GOT MOODSWINGS COS I'M STILL SICK!
AND NOW YOU'RE PRESSURISING US LIKE ****?!
WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?!
YOU SAY YOU ALWAYS PUT YOURSELVES IN OUR SHOES..
BUT ARE YOU DOING SO NOW?
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND US AT ALL LAH!
YOU DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE
TO BE EACH AND EVERYONE OF US!
WORDS CAN NEVER DESCRIBE HOW MUCH ANGER I'M FEELING!
WE ALL GOT OUR OWN PROBLEMS
AND SO DO YOU
BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO BE ONE OF OURS LAH!!
for once i thought,
hey maybe this training can be a fun one..
like what normal ccas are supposed to be..
FUN! FUN LAHHHHH!
but evry week they come,
get scolded...
and yet not disciplined...
then i get scolded for not being strict
yet at the same time
get scolded for BEING TOO STRICT?!!!
wanna give them games sure,
but plans canceled...
then get scolded again...
FREAK RITE?!
and guess what?
tomorrow,
eventhough i'm coughing my lungs out,
i have to bring worksheets,
at leats 3 TEXTBOOKS
including AMATHS
my full u,
polished boots
AND MORE
AND I HAVENT EVEN PREPARED ANYTHING!
COS I DIDN'T KNOW TILL LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO!
grrr.............
ok off to do hw,
and relieve anger
and some other stupid stuff
that obviously, no 1 bothers to know...
you know why?
cos everytime i show up,
i get YOUR COLD SHOULDERS!
*not refering to close friends*
unwritten! atWednesday, August 05, 2009
