every since last month(or was it last last), its like all my happiness left me... i feel like i'm in the dark wif no 1 that understands me..
my jokes are LAME!!! my hobbies dissapeared... my life has change.. my vews have changed..
its like i'm giving attitude towards myself without knowing how to stop... i get into fights so often, i irritate ppl so often, i'm making almost everyone miserable in my views...
i dunno y but everything i do it seems wrong to me... my decisions, my emotions, my attitude, my studies, everything..
i regret making tat decision... i miss - so much... wen i saw - on tv, i got myself excited eventhough we're through...
i tink its abt time i told you... i'm done wif him... like i said.. my life came crashing on december 2008..
I WAS MISERABLE!!!! MISERABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let me repeat... MISERABLE!!!!
made wrong decisions tat ended up ruining my life.... wish there wasn't such a thing call nco camp so suckish... cried on first day then got made fun of... i was saying in my heart "do it mira. just pack up, call michelle, and ask to leave" kept repeating in my heart...
even wen i was "blinded" the person taking care of me didn't notice me... i got kidnapped like... 3-4 times!! so suckish lah... wish i pick my butt and went off....
anyways, even wen i was having the most TERRIBLE DAY yesterday, some fucking idiots called my house phone dunno how many times to talk to me bout sj comp training! I HAD MY OWN PERSONAL PROBLEMS IN THE HOUSE!!! THAT PERSON MADE IT WORSE!!
well typing it out makes me better.. thanx for reading those who are STILL reading... so now u know wats been happening in my life...
well tats all my dairy... hope to write again.. (maybe wen i go jalan jalan then i update okays?!)
signing off,
aMira
unwritten! atSunday, January 18, 2009
I Am The Only Me
Nurul Amira here!
Call me aMira! haha
was in tkps,
currently in bgss,
NOW 3E3!
my fav date,
18 SEPTEMBER!
am a virgo! (the one that waits.. lols) GOOGLE SHORTCUT!! :
GOOGLE!
i wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away...
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away...
I wrote your name in my heart,
and that is where it's going to stay forever!
WANTS TO KNOW
who am i?
what kind of person am i?
who am i to you?
am i the one for you?
IS TELLING YOU you are the only one for me
dont tell me its a dream
promise me you'll still be here
i know you will survive,
so just hold on,
and i'll still be there for you..
cos i am just a heartbeat away❤