he'll never know how i truely feel...
i myself dont......
there's tis guy...
MUCH older.....
he's like one of the "special" ones to me....
but one question....
wat do i mean by "special"?..
and wat bout my bf...?....
i dont know....

blue=tat guy
purple=bf
green=my thoughts

he's like a brother...
but maybe more....
i dunno.....
do i have feelings for him???...
it feels like it....

but he's my bf...
said he loved me...
but do i?....
i dunno...
maybe...
yes..?...
help......

break?...
no!...
wat if he wont accept me...
if i told him tat....
i liked him...?
......um........
shit lah.....
my feelings are mixed!
fooling with me...
cant hear my heart!!!